Ok, so my previous post was a real downer. sorry.
I guess I just needed to get it off my chest, because now I'm ok.
I am so eternally grateful for the life I have. As a result of all that we've been through, I have become so strong in my faith and a better person because of it all.
I guess I'm just ready to be the couple that has something good going for them instead of always the one with the drama. I want more than anything for our families to truly be proud of what we've accomplished.
I know that when God is ready to bless us with a baby it will happen.
I know that somehow I will learn something through all this - hmmm, maybe patience!
And I know that God's timing is always indescribably perfect.
I'm embarking on a new adventure. I am going to spend the next 30 days figuring out who I want to be so I can determine what I truly want to accomplish. Sounds strange, I know, but everything I thought I always wanted just seems so blah now.
I'm 90% sure I am changing schools and my major. Still praying through that one, so I'll let you know as soon as I decide.
Ok ok ok. That's enough.
Have a happy Tuesday!
New adventure is great, I wish you luck in things you want, including a baby or education plan. You're right, things happen when they happen after you try hard for it.
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