Happy Hump Day to All!

Happy Wednesday! I was reminded this morning that I haven't blogged in almost a week! What is wrong with me???

I guess I really haven't had a whole lot to say. I'm in a weird place right now. It's like my needs, wants, and goals aren't all on the same page, and there's little evidence that any of them will ever be within reach.

Ok, so I realize that sounds so "poor, pittiful me" but I'm just being honest here. That's the weird place I'm in. It's like a constant argument in my head because part of me knows the truth and the scriptures to fight off those feelings, and the other part of me just wants to wallow in self-pitty! Ick!

I wish there was just a happy switch. But unfortunately, there. is. not.

And while Chris tries to be a good listener, he wants to give me all the reasons I shouldn't feel this way and I guess what I want is a girlfriend to wallow in the pity part with me for a bit. I don't know.
Do you ever just want to have a pitty party? I just need some validation that I have a reason to whine every once in a while.


Ok, moving on, this past weekend we spent Friday and Saturday nights at Maddie's winterguard competitions. She did fabulous as always! I haven't uploaded the pics yet, but I'll be sure to share some once I do! I feel like a little proud momma watching her! She's growing up so fast. She'll be 15 next month!!! What? Where did that cute little innocent girl go? Now since she's Chris' little sister, he is having an extremely difficult time with this growing up thing. Be on the lookout for his mugshot in the paper for brutally beating all of her boyfriends.
I can't even imagine what he'll be like when we have kids of our own!

This weekend is going to be funfilled as well! Me and my aunt are going on a photo escapade through the town! Yippee! I love any reason to take some pictures!

Well that's all for now.

Enjoy your week!


  1. Do I ever want to have a pity party? LOL, hmmm YES! EVERYDAY! I'm sorry you've been feeling down lately, I sure know how that goes.

    It sounds like you have a lot to look forward to this weekend, I swear having something to look forward to is really a great way to boost one's mood!

    Hang in there *hugs*

  2. ahem....you can always call me and we can get together to have a pity party.