tuesday was not a good day for me.
it was just rather....well depressing.
i think the homesickness has finally set in a bit.
it's not that i want to move back, it's just that i miss my relationships.
i've heard people talk often about how things are different when you move away.
i thought surely they were lying.
but its true.....my relationships in ga have changed.
not necessarily bad, but not the same.
so while wallowing in my self pity on tuesday of how i had no friends or place of belonging.....i don't really have "my people" anymore...god, as usual stepped in to ease my heart a little.
some friends we have made out here randomly met us for dinner last night.
"randomly"= god ordained ;)
i got a text message out of the blue from one of my besties that was just a "hey i was thinking about you and i miss you"
"out of the blue"= god ordained
my granny called just to tell me i was on her mind and that she loved and missed me
"just to tell me"= god ordained
god knew that my heart was sad and needed a little pick me up, and that's just what he gave me.
when will i ever learn?
in other exciting news, the church we visited a couple of weeks ago offers a bible study for ladies experiencing infertility. i am SO excited about this. it starts next week and i can not wait. i've been needing something like this for so so long.
again - god's listening to my heart.
i just love so much how god knows my heart and knows just what i need just when i need it.
and i'm oh so very thankful for it.